Sorry I haven't been blogging and all. I just finished my PMB's (exam) and now its holiday!
Yay! I am currently talking to my cousin and he is bored, hmm so am I. My heart has been hurting now-a-days and I don't know why. Oh well.. nevermind that. It's 2:06 in the morning and I haven't slept yet. Even Trey, well since he's out watching the soccer match on tv at a restaurant. Things I haven't told you were: 1. I can't talk to Harry 2. stay away from the cousins that are to close to me and 3. it is a must that we should work out after PMB's and come back to school slim.
WEIRD RIGHT! I know. I mean I can't even talk to my own bestfriend. GEEZ!. I am now off to bed since I have nothing in my mind left. Goodmornight to you all
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
Chapter three: new life, new day
Hey, I've been really busy and never done any updates on my blog.. I miss it:( Everything is changing in my life now. Fred is now long gone and now it's just me and trey. We're all getting the house ready for Hari Raya Aidil Fitri and I can't wait to see the house when its done. Right now, I'm talking to harry on MSN. Telling him how I missed talking to him and how I never came online when he waited for me. Anyways, I'm at the living room and doing nothing what so ever, just watching uncle joe paint the boarders on the wall. Ergh, the smell hurts my nose. I feel like running too the bathroom and take a shower again. WHATEVER! *laughs* I'm talking nonsence.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
We're cool- page 6
I slept t 12:30 am and I was really tired, listened to Michael Jackson's song ' you are not alone' and I felt calm and relaxed. I woke up again, noticing that the song thriller was on, ' now wonder I had that in my dream' I thought to myself, I switched off the ipod and tired to sleep again but I couldn't. I turned around and saw Peaches on the phone with her boyfriend. It was funny, you see all they do is talk lovey-dovey then they get mad at each other for saying the wrong things... I mean, I don't do that as much to mine. It's 3:42 am and I can't get back to sleep. Sorry I haven't been doing my story updates lately, been busy studying for mock exams. STRESSED OUT HERE. "Ari, sleep" says Peaches, " Hmm, yeah hold on I'm about to finish this page"I replied.
I just need to know what to type right now and yet someone came in the room, " Is Peaches asleep?" asked Binxes. Then Peaches started to tell Binxes the story about her boyfriend saying "BOOBS", seriously I mean whatever they talk about he MUST have something going on with his English. Plus you know that he's Indonesian. I'm now listening to Binxes and Peaches talking about Roy and Jake and such. Damn, I can't stop laughing about Roy. Seriously, he is just so weird and funny when he speaks in Indon. Shit! it's 3:50 and I can't sleep!!! MUMMY HELP ME!
I just need to know what to type right now and yet someone came in the room, " Is Peaches asleep?" asked Binxes. Then Peaches started to tell Binxes the story about her boyfriend saying "BOOBS", seriously I mean whatever they talk about he MUST have something going on with his English. Plus you know that he's Indonesian. I'm now listening to Binxes and Peaches talking about Roy and Jake and such. Damn, I can't stop laughing about Roy. Seriously, he is just so weird and funny when he speaks in Indon. Shit! it's 3:50 and I can't sleep!!! MUMMY HELP ME!
Friday, July 3, 2009
We're cool - page 5
I woke up at 12:30 and I don't feel tired for some reason. I actually slept at 9:30 am, which was funny. I'm watching wanted and I think it still rocks, COME ON PEOPLE! WAKE UP HERE!! WE GOT ALOT OF THINGS TO WATCH BUT THIS MOVIE IS AWESOME!. I forgot to tell you guys about the Transformers movie? well Megan fox is hot!! yet she's a man. laughing.
Anyways, I sang long way to go and call U out by Cassie ventura just now and trust me I suck so bad. Well it's a good thing I didn't video myself and post it up on YouTube. Now that would be a classic funniness.
wait, wait... I love the part where Fox kisses the Gibson guy in front of his ex-girlfriend. SERIOUSLY THAT WAS AWESOME!. I mean like no one has the guts to do that. I got another story for you... On July the fourth it's gonna be Trey's birthday and I didn't know what to give him, thats why I've been thinking about it all morning until 7:40 in the morning and I wrote a letter for him until 9:30 am, weird right. I even laughed while writing the freaking paper. I wanted to search for a brown envelope , you know the big one. And I couldn't find it, so I used the small white one instead. I suddenly realized that my heart was racing face and I was too excited. I didn't wanna make such a fuss about it so WHATEVER.
So here I am, sitting in the living room doing nothing and it's already 14:33 pm and I got nothing to do but type on this.. telling you about my life and such which is interesting [ I think?]. And I think that's it.
Anyways, I sang long way to go and call U out by Cassie ventura just now and trust me I suck so bad. Well it's a good thing I didn't video myself and post it up on YouTube. Now that would be a classic funniness.
wait, wait... I love the part where Fox kisses the Gibson guy in front of his ex-girlfriend. SERIOUSLY THAT WAS AWESOME!. I mean like no one has the guts to do that. I got another story for you... On July the fourth it's gonna be Trey's birthday and I didn't know what to give him, thats why I've been thinking about it all morning until 7:40 in the morning and I wrote a letter for him until 9:30 am, weird right. I even laughed while writing the freaking paper. I wanted to search for a brown envelope , you know the big one. And I couldn't find it, so I used the small white one instead. I suddenly realized that my heart was racing face and I was too excited. I didn't wanna make such a fuss about it so WHATEVER.
So here I am, sitting in the living room doing nothing and it's already 14:33 pm and I got nothing to do but type on this.. telling you about my life and such which is interesting [ I think?]. And I think that's it.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
We're cool- page 4
I woke up around 3 pm and lie on the bed for awhile, thinking about life and I have no reason why. I watched Angels and demons with my cousin Matt, who was actually asleep when I came downstairs. It was an awesome movie I thought I was gonna flip. SERIOUSLY. When it was over, I went online for awhile and sat on the golden chair , I lay my head on the arm of the chair and did nothing but stare at the laptop. I then quickly opened my windows messenger and clicked my cousin Peaches for some help. I was trying to ask her if she wanted to eat out today but she changed the subject and I replied and didn't change it just yet. I asked her again if she wanted to eat out and she replied " NO! OKAY! JEEZ!!" with a roaring voice in my head, imagining if she really did yell at me.
I didn't wanna say anything anymore and I wanted to switch off my laptop and play another disc. Instead I saw Trey online and Harry. Not Fred. " Babyy" Trey typed with a smiling face. " yes?" I asked and giggled. I didn't wanna sound rude " what are you doing?how are you? where are you? how was your sleep? where's your cousins?" he typed, " hahaha hold on, I'm doing nothing but trying to watch TV. I'm good, what about you?. I'm in the living room and my sleep was great plus I'm with Matt" I typed and laughed alone like a complete idiot I am.
My legs shivered and I noticed how cold the living room was, so I turned off the air conditioner.
I lay my head on the arm and daydreamed for awhile. I imagined myself flying and floating with wings coming out of my back, I thought I was about to fall but I didn't. Binxes woke me up and shook my shoulder, " Ari! Ariana! wake up! your dreaming" she said. " WHAT?! am I dead?!" I woke up shaking, " no, your not I just said you were dreaming" replied Binxes and I said " Oh, good" and sat back up. She asked me to tell what happened in my dream and I was, but I was to tired to tell her every single bit and every part of it that it won't come true. I want it to come true though. ' I want it to come true please do' as I said in my head. I didn't move and so I sat down and shut up. It's 21:13 already and I listened to my cousins singing they're favorite song on the karaoke and now I'm typing like hell.....
I didn't wanna say anything anymore and I wanted to switch off my laptop and play another disc. Instead I saw Trey online and Harry. Not Fred. " Babyy" Trey typed with a smiling face. " yes?" I asked and giggled. I didn't wanna sound rude " what are you doing?how are you? where are you? how was your sleep? where's your cousins?" he typed, " hahaha hold on, I'm doing nothing but trying to watch TV. I'm good, what about you?. I'm in the living room and my sleep was great plus I'm with Matt" I typed and laughed alone like a complete idiot I am.
My legs shivered and I noticed how cold the living room was, so I turned off the air conditioner.
I lay my head on the arm and daydreamed for awhile. I imagined myself flying and floating with wings coming out of my back, I thought I was about to fall but I didn't. Binxes woke me up and shook my shoulder, " Ari! Ariana! wake up! your dreaming" she said. " WHAT?! am I dead?!" I woke up shaking, " no, your not I just said you were dreaming" replied Binxes and I said " Oh, good" and sat back up. She asked me to tell what happened in my dream and I was, but I was to tired to tell her every single bit and every part of it that it won't come true. I want it to come true though. ' I want it to come true please do' as I said in my head. I didn't move and so I sat down and shut up. It's 21:13 already and I listened to my cousins singing they're favorite song on the karaoke and now I'm typing like hell.....
Sunday, June 28, 2009
We're cool - page 3 ( Matt's birthday, 27/06/09)
Everybody came over for the birthday party of Matt. Fred and his gang ( BROS), Fifi, Nat, Cangas, Binxes, Peaches, Jazz and so on. I invited my friends Lil and Lisha. We listened to Michael Jackson [ REST HIS SOUL] rock with you, blame it on the boogie and such. I love him. My uncle gave me his old ticket that was dated ' December 31 1996, 21:30'. Isn't that awesome. I helped my Uncles work on my mum's old room yesterday and I had alot of fun getting to know my mum more. Its like her not telling me that she had a life before I was born, and me getting to know who was my real dad. Well, I get to that later. Anyways, When we were at the party; I hung out with alot of people. My old friend, Nis and her best friend Musfira came, and I may have to tell you that was Matt's crush that came over. laughs. After playing my laptop I decided to mingle with everyone and I was bored. We all sang the birthday song to Matt and I was standing next to my two snow whites [ Lil and Lisha]. Next thing I did was to plan the game. The game is called 'Pictonary', and trust me its a freaking fun game to play with your friends and family. You readers should try it. Okay, when we all finished the game, my team, the GREEN TEAM WON!.
Later on I re-opened my laptop and played alone in the living-room. I keep on seeing Fred staring at me, I had to stare back at those wondrous eyes. But I know my limits and thats enough. I listened to some songs that nearly made me cry and went online. I chatted to Trey for a bit and that was it, I told him that I'd sign in my ipod since my laptop was running out of battery. I tired going on my Ipod but it keeps on rejecting me to go online. I hate it when it does that. I waited for the right time to go online and used Fring instead. Me, Fred, Matt, Jake and Cangas stayed in the living-room and played our Ipods and such. Fred and I had this eye contact and I couldn't stop staring, seriously, I giggled and did some stupid things and yet he didn't care but stare. I thought he looked good and I couldn't stop biting my lower lip. He kept staring at me and it made me smile alot. I didn't want to make everyone realize that we were staring again and again, that'll be weird. sigh.
It was already 12 and his little brother came in the house and told him to go home. Fred was panicking because his thought that his dad might yell at him or something but he had a change of mind when Matt and Peaches came out with him.
I sat down silently as my mother came in with a strong face. I keep thinking that she'd yell at me straight away and I'd cry alot with tears making my shirt wet. Instead, she made me pick up things on the floor and clean out the red carpet living-room. So now here I am typing...
Later on I re-opened my laptop and played alone in the living-room. I keep on seeing Fred staring at me, I had to stare back at those wondrous eyes. But I know my limits and thats enough. I listened to some songs that nearly made me cry and went online. I chatted to Trey for a bit and that was it, I told him that I'd sign in my ipod since my laptop was running out of battery. I tired going on my Ipod but it keeps on rejecting me to go online. I hate it when it does that. I waited for the right time to go online and used Fring instead. Me, Fred, Matt, Jake and Cangas stayed in the living-room and played our Ipods and such. Fred and I had this eye contact and I couldn't stop staring, seriously, I giggled and did some stupid things and yet he didn't care but stare. I thought he looked good and I couldn't stop biting my lower lip. He kept staring at me and it made me smile alot. I didn't want to make everyone realize that we were staring again and again, that'll be weird. sigh.
It was already 12 and his little brother came in the house and told him to go home. Fred was panicking because his thought that his dad might yell at him or something but he had a change of mind when Matt and Peaches came out with him.
I sat down silently as my mother came in with a strong face. I keep thinking that she'd yell at me straight away and I'd cry alot with tears making my shirt wet. Instead, she made me pick up things on the floor and clean out the red carpet living-room. So now here I am typing...
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
We're cool - page 2
I got up and slept on the couch. I woke the next morning, figuring out that I was on the bed. I wondered how did I get up there. Well, things have their ways I guess. I haven't talked to Trey for awhile since he's sick and all. I really hope he gets better soon. I miss him, DARN!.
My friends Alif, Kamaliah, and Tribby are celebrating their birthday today. And I greeted them already at facebook.
Fred came over today and I didn't realize that he was sleeping on the other couch behind me. I saw his bag though, I thought he went outside to skate or something; instead he was sleeping peacefully. Like a baby he was. Why am i smiling? ha ha, nevermind that. Matt woke him up to check what time Fred wanted to go home. "3:00" he replied in his sleep. Matt, Jake and I were the only ones up early in the living room. We watched "Johnny English" and thats how bored we were. sigh. Binxes ask for Rattlesnake to me. I thought she was over him, since she got a new boyfriend and all. Oh yeah, we went too a party last night. At the palace., I wanted to meet my old friend. 80. He's an old friend of mine when we were schooling at JIS. And everything was cool. We talked about field trips and all, showed all the old pictures. That was fun. He even played the piano for me, that was kind of him. My other cousins hung out with her friend who lived there too. Anyways, back to the subject. When Fred woke up, I thought to myself, ' WOW, does he really have to be that hot right now?' and I didn't stare at him again. He stood up tall and I told him to wash his face because he looks like he just got ran over a truck. And he replied " no, its okay I like it like this" in a deep voice. I suddenly got the shivers and Matt had to change his shirt. He had the chance to sit next to me, I wanted him too. But I was talking to my friend on msn. ' But nevermind him' I thought to myself. ' you've got to concentrate on your studies first then him' I had to take a peek at him and let it go. then that was it.
My friends Alif, Kamaliah, and Tribby are celebrating their birthday today. And I greeted them already at facebook.
Fred came over today and I didn't realize that he was sleeping on the other couch behind me. I saw his bag though, I thought he went outside to skate or something; instead he was sleeping peacefully. Like a baby he was. Why am i smiling? ha ha, nevermind that. Matt woke him up to check what time Fred wanted to go home. "3:00" he replied in his sleep. Matt, Jake and I were the only ones up early in the living room. We watched "Johnny English" and thats how bored we were. sigh. Binxes ask for Rattlesnake to me. I thought she was over him, since she got a new boyfriend and all. Oh yeah, we went too a party last night. At the palace., I wanted to meet my old friend. 80. He's an old friend of mine when we were schooling at JIS. And everything was cool. We talked about field trips and all, showed all the old pictures. That was fun. He even played the piano for me, that was kind of him. My other cousins hung out with her friend who lived there too. Anyways, back to the subject. When Fred woke up, I thought to myself, ' WOW, does he really have to be that hot right now?' and I didn't stare at him again. He stood up tall and I told him to wash his face because he looks like he just got ran over a truck. And he replied " no, its okay I like it like this" in a deep voice. I suddenly got the shivers and Matt had to change his shirt. He had the chance to sit next to me, I wanted him too. But I was talking to my friend on msn. ' But nevermind him' I thought to myself. ' you've got to concentrate on your studies first then him' I had to take a peek at him and let it go. then that was it.
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